A new post… maybe its cause that there’s a blue moon recently… Well, I keep wanting to post, but I can only post of sad things… lol… Basically… My grades are improving. Hopefully I still can make it to Uni… i be officially graduated, two weeks from now. yes… my exams ends on wednesday… sigh… then it be another new chapter of my life. But yet, the past still mask the current chapter. I find myself twirling out of control again…
Oh, and one thing haven’t change, I still like her… the only thing that’s gonna change is that i be split even further from her now. Maybe that’s better. i tried forgetting, but it ain’t easy. I want to ask her if she’s ok, due to the recent news article on Lighthouse and Pastor Rony. On the church facebook wall, there are already many hate posts. I hope she won’t be affected by it. I wanna ask what she’s going to do after poly… So many thing I wanna ask and do, but can’t. I need to forget her. I thought by not seeing her again, i will forget her… Cuz of that, I didn’t give her a birthday present last year, and when I tot i forgotten her, She goes to CHC for Christmas celebration… sigh… I can only pray that she be well…
And for my side, I hate it, I hate my past… its like two heavy chains tied on to my feet..
